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sábado, 26 de marzo de 2011

All I need -

Everybody cries and sometimes
You can still lose even if you really try-

Everybody's trusting in the heart
Like the heart don't lie

And that's all that I need, yeah
someone else to cling to
someone I can lean on until
I don't need to
just stay all through the night
and in the morning let me down
'cuz that's all that I need, right now


I'm Losing.

viernes, 10 de diciembre de 2010

This old heart has had a whole lot a breaking down -

Warning, my english sucks. But I'll do my best. (If you notice any mistake please tell me)

Ops. I think I'm in love with him. Madly in love with him, actually. Shit.

What I'm supposed to do? I really don't know. Sometimes I think it's something that I can't deal with. And, the worst part? the distance.

I'm always waiting for him. I love him and I don't mind if I have to wait. But sometimes I wish I could go to sleep with him on Monday. But no! I can't. Why? Because he is never at home on Mondays. And like this stupid thing I regret a millon else.

I just want to scream out loud. I'm freaking out. And it gets worst when I feel I'm just talking. I mean, I talk, I talk, I talk, I talk, but noone is really listening to me. That fuck me up.

Is a headache to think about it, or think if the relationship is really working out or it's a whim. Sometimes I wonder if I should break up with him. And then I continue thinking and I realise that even when the distace makes love sucks, it's fine. I mean, he's the best part of me. Or if he's not, he makes me find it inside myself.

Because of him I have made a lot of good changes in my life. About studies, work and my way to see the things. Love makes me bigger. I discovered another face of me. I saw myself as a girlfriend, a lover, a whore (come on girls, we all have a soul of a whore in bed) , a confident. And I really like it.

I'm not with him for me. And neither for him. We are together for us.

Damn. The last one? Love makes me a sweetheart.

domingo, 31 de octubre de 2010

- baby, baby, baby when all your love is gone who will save me from all i'm up against out in this world -

Yo me pregunto lo mismo. ¿Qué voy a hacer cuando este sola y con todo en contra? A veces me aterra, porque me siento muy chiquita y desprotegido. En esos momentos el mundo me parece inmenso y muy cruel como para poder afrontarlo sola con mi insignificamente existencia. Pero después lo pienso dos veces y me siento muy tonta. Sí, hay que planificar a largo plazo para tener un futuro pero ¿qué más da? Quiero decir, de tanto planear el futuro no estoy pisando el presente. Este es el momento, el tiempo es ahora. Y es tiempo de todo y para todo.

Tiempo de odiar. Seamos realista no todo nos gusta ni tiene porque ser así! Amo odiar. Amo amar, porque todo eso soy yo.

Tiempo de reír. De cosas que me acuerdo con una canción, con un libro. Reírme con los demás, de los demás ¡y de mí también!

Tiempo de amar. Pero de amar con todas las letras, de entregarse a las peleas tontas, a las tardes de películas, a las noches de amor, a las mañanas de desayunos improvisados con panqueques.

Es mi tiempo.

Baby, baby, baby
when all your love is gone
who will save me
from all I'm up against out in this world

maybe, maybe, maybe
you'll find something
that's enough to keep you
but if the bright lights don't receive you
you should turn yourself around
and come on home